Lord, teach me to be patient - with life, with people,and with myself. I sometimes try to hurry things along too much, and I push for answers before the time is right. Teach me to trust Your sense of timing rather than my ownand to surrender my will to Your greater and wiser plan. Help me let life unfold slowly, like the small rosebud whose petals unravel bit by bit, and remind me that in hurrying the bloom along, I destroy the bud and much of the beauty therein.
Instead, let me wait for all to unfold in its own time. Each moment and state of growth contains a loveliness. Teach me to slow down enough to appreciate life and all it holds. Amen.
Prayer Source: Unknown.
http://acatholiclife.blogspot.com/2006/05/prayer-for-patience-in-accepting-gods.html
There are so many things going on right now, family, school, work, and everything else...I can feel my patience meter is running VERY low, I am tired and get frustrated SO easily...Tonight is YADA at church and I FINALLY get to go-the past several times I have worked in the Nursery. I am beyond excited! I have also had to make a very difficult decision and to step back form working in the Nursery. Right now, with so much going on, I have to work on my priorities list and with everything that I have going, I had to make some cuts somewhere and working the nursery was one of them. I have had SO many weekend commitments that I have missed several of my days in the last few months and with my schedules this semester would miss more before Christmas. I had to step back and re-evaluate things. I want to get back in my routine of going to church when I am in town. I need this for my Spiritual growth (and my sanity). I also need this for my relationship with Drew. This semester is going to be rough on us, we are both taking classes (me-2 online, and Drew-3 on campus classes) and he is on the next Chrysalis flight as an ALD so this means, lots of time apart this semester and I feel like that we are going to need our Sunday morning church time to keep our relationship strong! I really hated to step back from the nursery, but I have to learn how to say no when no is the appropriate answer! The prayer that I posted at the top was one I found this morning...I feel like I need to pray this about 15 million times a day right now. Like I said before, my patience level has plummeted and I need to work on it!
Here's to a renewed sense of patience and priorities!